Who Am I?

Left behind in his own mind
lost and always running in rewind
circles of words twisted together
the clouds roll in its stormy weather
the rain falls and fills this dome
this empty obis crated by him now made his home
wanting to be alone and longing for friendship
what controls his thoughts his emotions
doctors treat with pills
the pain continues the tornado strikes
no warning no clues no calming the young man
his whole life spent behind whiskey and drugs
the only thing that shuts down this vires filled computer
made hole and felling normal in this state
now sober and forced to deal with life in a new way
is just not me
help me find myself
who am I